drama drama drama
02.28.08 (7:53 am) [edit]why do guys like to fuck with me. monday justin said that he would date me then he told me to my face that he wont. that was really fucked up and now i am waiting to see if he would call ike he said that he would. mcti is nothing but fucking drama but im used to it. shlli left because she couldt ake the drama and she wants to me a CNA. fuck that is one of the most stressfull jobs that you can have. what ever she pissed me off so bad. now lisa dont have a room mait and i am trying to get my friend ashley to room with her. well other then that i like it here and i dont want to go home because when i thought about going home i started to cry. i hate being home and there is nothing i can do about tat. my dad said that they miss me and i miss them a lot i like it here to much to want to go home. i am here for my education and nothing more. so i have never thunk about going home. well i keep getting threated over the internet by some bitch back home. she thinks that she can get some one to beat my ass here. no one here will let any one touch me and she needs to know that. fucking bitch need to leave me alone. i have not talked to karen sence i left votech and i have been talking to katie kidel about shit. people have nothing better to do then to talk shit about people. i am getting alittle tired of it. drama drama drama that is all shit is now a days that is why i hated school some much. The only reason i am here is because i want to be here and i know if i get into touble then i would get kicked out of my house. well if i do get in to my trade then i will save up enough money i am going to get tatoos and my toung peirced. well i am not living at home so i can get it done. YAY for me woot!!!!!!!!i dont knwo what to do any more about all this shit. katie said that i slacked my way though votech yea i did because i didnt know what to do and shit like that. it was hard for me to do shit you know i am LD/ADHD.. she slacked though the class to so fuck here. i got so much shit that i am trying to take care of. nina is pissing me off because she is saying that i cant date pete just becuse she has known him sence 3rd grade.WTF what does that have to do with anything. its petes choices not hers and i dont give a fuck what she says about it. she is also trying to get me to study and shit and that is pissing me off. what ever i dont care any more. i am waiting for justin to call again i dont know if he will or not. mark is thinking about breaking up with monica. i cant say anything but he wants to be left alone so i cant hang out with him tonight. charles pissed me off because all he wants is to lose his v-card. he knew b4 we even started dateing that i didnt want to have sex but he didnt seem to fucking care. i hope to find a guy that will respect me enought to not have sex with me untill i am ready. i fliped out him him yesterday he desrved it to.
happy
02.24.08 (5:43 pm) [edit]right now i am really happy becasue 2 guys like me and i ike 2 guys. so i dont know its weird having guys like me cuz that never has happend to me befor. we are all here for the same reason cuz we have Learning disablitys. so yea i dont feel so left out i fit in at the moment. i love it here i dont ever want to go home. i hate being home because i get treaded like shit and here i have friends. there are so many hot guys here. i didnt know how many people have LDS or other disabilitys. but yea its cool there is not alot to do here. on the weekends i can stay up all night if i wanted to. that is what i did on friday. i went to bed at 7 woke up at 11:30. class starts to marrow. one of the guys that like me i dont like that much because he likes to drink and i dont like that because he said that he gets really horny and i dont want to do something that i dont want to do. and that is going to piss me off because it just will. so yea its weird.......WOOT!!! i am so happy to finaly get out of the house and talk to people. yea so its really weird...im not used to it so i dont think that it matters. i love love love love love love it here.