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06.29.08 (5:52 pm) [edit]well this morning i was on stickam..i went into one of my firends lives and he made me realy happy. im not going to go into details cuz i dont think every one wants to know. yea i woke up around 6pm and my mom has been getting on my ass and yelling at me and shit. it pissed the fuck out of me cuz i didnt realy do anything. im so annoyed....all i want to say that me and my x are no longer talking. he hates me and i hate him. ash is a fucking liar and i dont put up i with liars. once you loose my trust is realy hard to get it back. its realy all stickydrama its redickulus....ive been tempted to start cutting again. i keep being pushed and pushed and im about ready to kill myself. i was told that i need to come out to my parents and im not ready to. im BI and i so dont think tat my fam need to know that.
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06.24.08 (11:33 pm) [edit]well i just remberd about this place. so i am going to start blogging here again. well my x who chteated on me our entire relatonshit. he also had the nerve to say that "niggers get payed to sit on there ass" because i told him i was on welfare. i found out that he was dissin the fam. so i realy dont get why this juffahoe joined PJU. i mean i have been a part of PJU sense it was mother fucking made. my x as far as im concerned is not family. well he is calling me a fat ass bitch and what not but i realy dont care. i realy hate fake ass people like him. he said that i am a drama queen and im to fuacking emo. that is the best he can do. i told him that i am emo and a drma queen and proud of it. I now understand why every one in mad house hates him. he is nthing but fucking trouble. i love fucking people so mother fucking bad. i mean he fucking lied to me and sayd all this bullshit. red flags should have went up when he keep calling me different names. when i broke up with him the first time i should have not went back out with him. i hate liars and cheaters. i hope that kory is not like him i prey to my pikachu that he ant the same. i will be devistated if he did. what esle is on my plate um yea im allmost out of monster. i only got one can left I should have asked my mom to get me kaos cuz that tases so much better. but ya im also allmost out of faygo. i have not been sleeping alot. i only got 3 hrs of sleep so i have been on line as long as i can. I got a mad crush on kory. i dont know if he likes me or not....but i realy realy like him. look dont matter much to me...it whats on the inside and personalty that counts. i meet him also on stickam....but i hope to got he is not like my x greenz...i am harrasing him on myspace so bad..its funny he cant even come up with some good insults. people think im wierd when i say tat i want to have 13+ kids. im half jokeing when i say that tho. i do want a big family but maby 5 will do to start out with. i dont even think that i can have kids. dont ask why its a personal thing. thats all i can think of to blog about at the moment. love yall em