i wish things where better
07.05.08 (4:51 pm) [edit]i thunk me and my x could be friends. i guess not cuz he said some realy nasty shit to me. im still in love with him and i will allways will be in love with him. I just dont get how one minut we could be friends and the next he hates me. He thinks that i am going to cut again im a hell of a stornger person. when i was with him all i wanted to do is cut. I dont think ill ever get over him and it sucks. I am trying to get over but its hard. the guy im with now is not much better for me becuase he is not talking to me and it sucks. but ill play this one out cuz i realy like him. "I Miss You" D.H.T Oh baby I know that I did you wrong But I got lost along the way And I never thought you'd walk away But you did and I can't cope with it [Chorus 2x] I'm alone and I don't know what to do With my feelings cause I'm still not over you And I'm crying from the day you walked away And I miss you I miss you (I miss you) I tell my friends that I got over you That I took your pictures of the wall But I know there is another truth That I miss you That I need you [Chorus 2x} my dad said if somethinghappend to my family that he would chock me and then though me in the pond. that shit pisses me off he just threated to kill me again. im just bla again and that song is so true about me and greenz. I never knew love could bring so much pain.